Pain.

Have your heart ever hurt so bad you could feel it physically, almost if somebody was twisting your heart? You ever get so tired from the pain you can't do anything but cry. Wondering where you went wrong or why it's happening to you. You do everything in your power to fix things but it gets worse after the effort you've put in. Have you ever just wanted to give up but deep down you know that's not what you wanted, but you had no choice? Something's are meant to be broken.I mean you lay up all night crying asking god for answers but you get nothing. So it's up to you. You can either keep getting your heart ripped apart, or you can move on! Both choices are scary . Even while your hurting that person that hurt you shows no emotion, as if they never cared? You ever just wanted them to feel the pain you feel every single day. Let them walk in your shoes for one day , then maybe they will understand just a little ? You do everything you can but you fail and you feel like you wasted so much time in life over someone who wouldn't take the time to understand how you felt deep down. But it's gonna okay maybe you'll even laugh about it some day but not today because you just don't feel good, your tangled up inside. Your heart is twisted. You feel the pain physically